...this is me...

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Right?

Kung minsan ay naiisip mo at narararamdamang hindi ka mahal ng taong mahal mo,

TAMA KA.

Dahil hindi ka nya pababayaang magkaroon ka ng ideya at pagkakataon na mag-isip ng ganung bagay kung talagang mahal ka nya.

Becoming of a picture addict..

Hmmmmmmmmmm...

I would have to say, becoming a picture addict is not really me..but then again, people change..

I don't know how it started but as far as I remember, when I got new rechargeable batteries for my digital camera, I suddenly started to feel that I wanted to take pictures of my everyday self..(before I go to work, before I sleep, etc..) A thought came to me that I wanted to "compare" how I look from day to day.. If I'm looking older or looking younger.. :D

Another thing maybe is that I really want to get my hands on a Canon 450D or 550D (latest) DLSR..huhuhuhuhu..and luckily...it's next on my gadget list..:D I just have to ask my nanay's cousin in KSA how much the DLSR is. I heard that there is not much tax being applied to almost any gadget in KSA that it's like if you would buy a Nintendo Gameboy cartridge, it will cost you Php800 in the Philippines but it's like Php150 only in KSA.. :D

I just hope the Php55k price of the new 550D will be like Php25k in KSA..hahahaha...how I wish.. :D

Anyways, the fact that I'm becoming a picture addict is maybe I want to "document" myself.. I even felt (and it made me shivered) that I might be dying that is why I wanted something for the people closest to me to remember me by..how sad.. :(

Which is which?

I just had this thought today and it made me wonder...

Which is much harder/better to do whenever someone is not in good terms with you?..

Shut up and try not to speak a word that could result to an argument..

or

Speak up, be heard and express whatever that you are feeling...?

Whichever is the better thing or the harder thing to do..

Bottom line is..

I feel numb..