You always tell me to show my true emotions/feelings whether it's angry or happy..
Did you?..
You said that I shouldn't suppress my anger or my bad mood whether I'm with you..
I did..
When was the time that I wasn't in a good mood and I was rude to you when you tried to calm me down..?
There was none..
What is the purpose of something if you keep on returning it to me..?
None, I guess..Better throw it away..
When will be the good time to calm you down if my presence doesn't soothe your anger?..
I think there is none..maybe if you're in a good mood because of other things..then it will be easy to calm you down..
Do I still think I have pride?..
I guess none..
Do I have the right to be in a bad mood because of something petty?..and be angry and get away with it and be pacified?..
I guess not..
Is it bad just to shut up and cool down when you get in a bad mood because of something petty and because no one is trying to calm you down?..
Yes..Better try to be normal..and be ok..before someone else gets in a bad mood and give something back to you..
When will be the time that I'll get a pat on the back for doing everything you can for someone?..
...
Do I think that I'm slowly slipping from someone's grip?..
Yes.
Having all of these said...there is one thing I know..and after all of whatever happens..
Sye ba ang gusto mo at kelangan mo?..
OO..
kahit ikamatay ko pa..